TO ALL KEAN FANS: PLEASE READ.. T_T

Una sa lahat, hindi ko akalaing, magiging napaka-intriguing ng napaka-simple kong blog post.

Okay.. once again.. sinasabi ko pong, HINDI PO KAY KEAN CIPRIANO ANG BLOG NA ITO.

clear na po tayo dyan ha?? Kasi po napansin kong inaakala ng iba na kay Kean ‘to pero hindi. SANA NA LANG PO BASAHIN NIYO PO MUNA YUNG DISCLAIMER KO bago niyo po ako husgahan. Kasi po may mga na-receive akong comments na parang sinabi na nanloloko ako ng tao.

 SOBRA PO AKONG NASAKTAN SA MGA SINABI NG IBA. KASI WALA NAMAN AKONG INTENSYONG MAGPANGGAP. SIMPLENG PAGBATI LANG ANG GINAWA KO. SA MGA NA-MISINTERPRET ANG POST KO NA YUN, AKO NA ANG HUMIHINGI NG TAWAD SA INYO. 

yung sinabi ko sa post na “hope to see you on the next gigs..” ang ibig sabihin ko dun.. SANA MAKITA KO NA ULET SI KEAN.. haay… another misunderstanding.

SANA PO PANIWALAAN NIYO AKO KASI.. KUNG TALAGANG BALAK KONG MAGPANGGAP NA SI KEAN, EH DI SANA HINDI NA AKO NAGLAGAY NG DISCLAIMER SA BLOG KO. I AM BEGGING YOU… HINDI PO AKO GANUN KA-DESPERADO AT KELANGAN KO PANG MAG-MUKHANG POSER SA SARILI KONG BLOG.

pero salamat na rin po dahil binista niyo blog ko, nag-comment kayo at may natutunan ako na mas magiging maingat na ako sa posts ko. Wala po akong sama ng loob or anything. MAHAL KO ANG CALLALILY PATI ANG MGA CALLALISTA. Yun lang.  

p.s. YUNG PIC PO NI Kean sa post na yun ay scanned lang po.. haha. May album ako nila syempre..

comeback

Save me from despair
These bullets that seem to recur
Cover me with the cloud of kindness
And clothe me with hope

Ambitions are unattainable
Is there no other way?
The time has come for redemption
From the pit that trapped me forever

Enticing eyes of tomorrow
Keeps me drawn to the path I’ve known
The cage of illusion won’t stop me
From coming out of oblivion

Obscure me from the shade of desperation
Clinging to my sanguine self
I hold on to the truth of reality
Even sometimes it hurts me so.

Keeping this bloodshot heart
The sanity will always guide me
Resounding footsteps will echo
And drown the noises of the horizon.

*sorry for the late update*
^_^

hppy brthdy!!

A happy birthday to Mong Alcaraz of Chicosci and Sandwich

A belated happy birthday to Kuya Japs Serjio of Rivermaya

Also to Temari of Naruto!!

^^,

happy birthday to us!! Hahaha!!

Happy birthday to Kelvin (aug 12) to shayne (aug 13) and Kuya Pau (aug 14) and to Meee!!!!! Hahaha.. I am now 17!! Yey!!

That’s me with Kelvin..

Also a advanced happy birthday to Cloud Strife!

And also a happy bday today to my cousin, James!! Yey!

*my uncle is giving me a pc as present.. yahoo!

Home by Daughtry

Staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain
I’m going to the place where love
And feeling good don’t ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain..

So I’m going home
Back to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
I’m not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don’t regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I’m going home..

And I’m going home…

The miles are getting longer it seems
The closer I get to you
I’ve not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love remains true
And I don’t know why
You always seem to give me another try..

So I’m going home
Back to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
I’m not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don’t regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old…

Be careful what you wish for
Cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all, then some you don’t want
Be careful what you wish for
Cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all…. yeah..

Ohh.. I’m going home, back to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
I’m not running from.. no I think you got me all wrong
I don’t regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old..
I said these places and these faces are getting old..
So I’m going home…

And I’m going home.

*love this song… 2 thumbs-up to Chris Daughtry and his band!! WoohoO!!

O & N, what are you doing in my dream??!

Okay, these are 2 separate dreams okie?

Okay, for the first one. [G is involved here.. the identities of the 2 remain a secret.]

I dreamt that O went to my house and ate there with my mom.. and upon arriving home, I just found out that O has been to our house.

Dream #2:

I had an overnight at a classmate’s house and there were only 3 of us there, my classmate, me and N. Whhadha??! Hahah.. and we told stories all night and I was all cuddly with N and the surprising part was, he wasn’t minding me getting all over him.. oh no.

Hahaha..
that’s all. *bow*

Double Murder.

Blinded by the blood
The constant lies keep holding me down
As I gaze around
Your cold eyes make me want to drown

You lie beside me
We never said goodbye
Can you feel my warmth
Please come back

The sky will never be the same
Until I see you again
The doors may have opened
And the stars might have twinkled
But I still long for your smile

The pictures have faded
And the letters were burned
But you still remain
In my mind, in my soul
These moments will all be there

The stinging pain that I can’t bear
Through you, I came to know the truth
Wipe away the tears
Release away the fears
Now I can go…

Fly with you up in the clouds
Let me hold your hand and never let go
Now let’s drive away
Beyond the horizon of the sun
Until we meet again…

My Sasuke-kun turns 17

Yeah! BoOm beybe!! My all-time bishounen love.. *we’re living together* [peace. XD] Hahaha.
 Uchiha Sasuke-sama is now 17 years old! Catch him turn from cool to HOT SHINOBI in Naruto Shippuden!!

Sasuke-kun omedeto! Let’s share more memories.. [ha?!] Niyehehehe!

TL

Okay.. this was just a dream last night.

I was at a gig of Callalily and I am one of those very lucky people who was at the backstage. Then after a “long” bonding time with them, I met with a guy who happens to be [this is pretty weird] AN ARCHEOLOGIST (wtf?!) and then I guess in my dream he was my *ehem* you know what I mean. Haha.

And then soon we separated and then, a new guy came along (I didn’t see their faces though) and then we started to go out, but then the first guy wanted me again but I refused. I seemed to be very “in love” with him but I had the feeling of I-have-to-let-go. And after that, I woke up.

I really don’t know why of all careers, why does he have to be an archeologist. XD

He can just be an stage actor *brings memories*… or a dancer… or a rocker *ehem!*

^_^

Are you my BF?!

Okay.. another post once again under the jottered rants category thank God.

Right now, at school, I’m busy doing everything, balancing my studies, schedule and spiritual life. And there are just some irritating people (i don’t mean to be rude) that I can’t help but get pissed with them.. especially to him.

Have you ever felt of being forced by someone you’re not even close with??! I mean, come on! It’s so darn annoying!! Just because we ride the same jeepney on the way home doesn’t mean he has to act so cocky around me!! Who does he think he is??!

I am so sorry dear wordpress blog and I am thankful that you are letting me vent my frustrations on you. Of all the things I hate is someone who is sssooo… assuming of trying to even push me around and treating me like I was his gf. For pete’s sake… of course anyone would be angry over such a thing.

Okay let me narrate it. It all started when I was about to go home from PLM, but then I forgot that I have to talk to someone before leaving. And then this “guy” just told me, in an arrogant way, “LET”S GO HOME.. COME ON..” and take note, he even grabbed my arm, indicating he wants to force me to go with him.. Good thing I was still able to cling to my sanity or else.. I could’ve gone so mad and yelled at him.

But the question that just popped in my mind was..

AND WHO THE HECK ARE YOU TO GRAB MY ARM??! ARE YOU MY BOYFRIEND??!

For me it was just too much to bear. I really can’t resist to be irritated. Even if I try to understand the situation, it just points me to one thing. He’s wrong and that wasn’t a good act from him. And I thought that I was the only one who noticed it, but when I told my friend about it, who happened to be the seatmate of this guy, she also told me she was kinda irritated by this person as well…

Oh well… the next time he do that.. he’s going down.